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Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Master's Lesson

Master’s Lesson


Twelve years ago on October twenty-first
Warm, sunny, beautiful day
Was my first day of training


Four years old I had gotten my white belt
From my master, now my friend
This man was seemed as
A wise old fool by many
But indeed he was a genius in his arts


Every one of his techniques was awe inspiring
Every kick was done with grace
Every punch was swift
Every student he had taught become a master


This man was Ernie Reyes Sr.
This man was a legend of his teachings
This man was the best master you will ever have


With his tricks, his flips, and his kicks
He had blown my mind on
What a human being can do


Only at the age of four, I knew nothing
I knew nothing better but just
To follow his instructions


At the age of eight, I had received my black belt
Now understand that this wise old fool
Was one of the most intelligent people
That I have ever met in my life


This inspired me
From the age of four seeing
Amazing techniques being displayed
To the age of eight realizing what my master has been through


This seventy-year-old man
An immigrant from the Philippines
Who has come from nothing
Is now one of the greatest fighters
In the country
He has made his life that
was nothing to himself
To others
Into greatness


Now at the age of sixteen
He has taught and showed me
Not as a master
But one of the closest friends
That I can call family


The life lesson that
with a lot of hard work
Patience and Perseverance
As you learn to accept yourself
For who you are
What may be shown as nothing
To others with your life

Is great to you.

Friday, May 25, 2018

The Princess Bride

My one and only foe,
A solemn day of woe,
I look back like a black, perched,
Crow.

A huge and green frog.
Perplexed by much fog.
All it sees is the land of Rog.
The need for celestial grog.

A soldier sees ahead.
Nothing but a still dread.
One man looks yonder.
Fake is the one of which
he is fonder.
He is in despair,
to find the huge
the green
the one perplexed by fog.

The frog brings hope.
The frog brings life.
The frog bring what the soldier is in scope,
for.

One of these frog’s mighty blows
Could summon that of which he woes.
A freedom few can tell,
A tale of totalitarian swell.

Nothing to dwell,
Simply a faint smell.
The soldier sees ahead.
Nothing but a still dread.
He looks yonder.  Fake,
is one of which is no longer fonder
of.

The fog rests,
No one’s zest.
A heavy weight is finally
lifted off of his chest.

It is done.

The Princess Bride

My one and only foe,
A solemn day of woe,
I look back like a black, perched,
Crow.

A huge and green frog.
Perplexed by much fog.
All it sees is the land of Rog.
The need for celestial grog.

A soldier sees ahead.
Nothing but a still dread.
One man looks yonder.
Fake is the one of which
he is fonder.
He is in despair,
to find the huge
the green
the one perplexed by fog.

The frog brings hope.
The frog brings life.
The frog bring what the soldier is in scope,
for.

One of these frog’s mighty blows
Could summon that of which he woes.
A freedom few can tell,
A tale of totalitarian swell.

Nothing to dwell,
Simply a faint smell.
The soldier sees ahead.
Nothing but a still dread.
He looks yonder.  Fake,
is one of which is no longer fonder
of.

The fog rests,
No one’s zest.
A heavy weight is finally
lifted off of his chest.

It is done.


Flagrant Emotions: Tales of Relationships

Flagrant Emotions: Tales of Relationships




Something happened
Something happened
I did it
She did it
I really want to do it for the longest time
It came out of nowhere
I told the truth
She created lies
She was becoming a monster
She felt threatened, she's the monster
It was for her own good,
She was wrong, right?
One of these days someone would have done it
No. I did nothing wrong.
I did her a favor
Was I was the problem?
I've done something good
I did everything wrong
I can finally live now
I don't think I can live with myself now

I let him go
She walked away
I wish I hadn't
I can't believe she did
I couldn’t look back
She didn't even look back
I was scared of the feelings
I thought she felt something
I couldn't face the humiliation
She couldn't put herself out
I wanted to make him happy
She wanted to see me suffer
I can't feel anything
I can feel everything


I saw them
He stood there
I wanted to move
He didn't move
All I could do is watch
He couldn't get enough
It was too late
He didn't even try
I wanted to say something
He just opened his mouth
No words in the world could change anything
No words
No Silence
Then Silence

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“You’re just feeling a little homesick.”
“You should be thankful you get these opportunities and experiences.”
“Are you actually sick or are you just having another incident?”
“You’re 16 Mia, grow up.”


It becomes harder and harder to take breaths.
I’m strangling myself without even touching my neck,
My body cannot take it.


The room caves in,
And my legs will not stop shuffling.
I lie awake shaking and nervous
With a pounding headache from not eating or drinking for three days.
The light in the bathroom is flickering and
No I’m not imagining it.
I need,
To go home.


Anxiety is that one person in the group who never wants to do anything.
Anxiety is the person who follows me around telling me,
“Those girls over there were giving you a look!”
Anxiety is the annoying therapist my mom sends me to that tells me to take
Loooong,
Deeeeep breaths whenever I,
“Feel that feeling.”
Anxiety is convinced the flight attendants have a look of fear and the plane is coming down.
Anxiety is frantically searching my drawers at 1 am for nothing.
Anxiety,
Anxiety has no boundaries.


The only way I know how to overcome this bully is by pretending it’s not there.
When people ask me why I left the sleepover early I say I wasn’t feeling well.
When people ask me if I bite my nails I lie and say no I cut them that short.
When people ask me why I’m always late I shrug and say my alarm didn’t go off,
When in truth it’s because when I wake up, anxiety wakes up too and
I can’t bear another day being followed by something that’s bigger than me,
That I can't tell to leave me alone.


Because every day I feel like the conductor of a train
That’s approaching a cliff.
And the instructions manual
Is missing pages.

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Guns N Priorities

Guns N Priorities




I used to say to the NRA,
Maybe we just disagree?


I think guns kill,
You think guns save,
I guess we’ll have to see.


Then one day, I heard them say,
“No guns when we have the VP!”


It went a little like,
Heyguysuhsupersorrytosaythisbut,
At a convention for the National Rifle Association we are going to have to ask you to leave your guns
outside because the Vice President is coming in today and even though we always tell you that guns protect
kids at schools and people in general, we’re gonna have to be real with you and just let you know it was all,
a lie.


Oof.


So to the people that say
Yes NRA!
Abortions? No way!
You think you save lives


But legal abortions don’t kill kids,
Guns do.
And no, mass destruction is not
Just as easy with knives.


Our kids are not safe,
Not because of a procedure,
But rather because of your guns.


Protect Mike Pence,
But protect us kids too;
Or you leave it up to how fast we can run.


Priorities are values.
So what do we value more?
An outdated right to guns, or the inalienable right to life?


Thus, there is no more room for disagreement here;

There’s only one way to survive.