Star Dreamer

Star Dreamer

I'm tired of being a kid

I want to be a grown up

When I grow up I want to be an astronaut!

I want to fight aliens and travel around with my friends!

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I’m tired of being a preeten

Everyone treats me like some kid

I'm not stupid

I don’t play with toys

I just want to be a grown up already

I'll become an astronaut so I can leave this world behind

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I'm tired of being a Teenager

Everyone thinks I'm idealistic

it's stupid to dream

I'm never going to be an astronaut

I will be just another piece of the machine

It's hopeless to dream

I just want to turn 18 already and be done with high school

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I'm tired of being 18

I can’t  drink

I’m literally just an adult who’s treated like a teenager

How stupid was I as a kid?

Wanting to be a fucking astronaut?

What was I thinking trying to dream like that

I will never be an astronaut

I just want to finish college already

Finally, be done

and turn 21

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I’m Finally 21!

I am finally all Grown Up!

I'm so close to finishing college

No one can call me a kid

My opinions can matter

I can drink and party!

Who cares about being an astronaut!

I'm gonna make some damn money

How could I dare to dream?

All I need is some green to accomplish my dreams

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I'm tired of being alive.

I'm tired of living and working.

I miss all of the fun.

I miss not caring and not worrying.

I miss being a kid.

I just want to be able to dream again…

What a failure am I too scared to follow my dreams…

Look at the stars; how beautiful they are

...what did I want to be again?

An astronaut?

A stupid dream

No

I wanted to become an astronaut

I wanted to be free

At least I can still jump

Then I can be free

I can feel the swirling cold winds

I see the ants at the bottom of skyscrapers

I take a step and breathe

I can be with the stars

I can Dream

All I have to do is jump

I am not scared

I open my arms and embrace it

I can dream

I can be with the stars

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